Man wonders, thinks and discovers for himslef the meaning of life, creation, God, heaven and all the rest of nonesense. But can he arrive at? At where he wants to reach. About the creation, the neaning of it, and the creator if any. He swirls himslef in a whirl of imagination and comes across metaphors. God is a metaphor. For he has the power of imagination and can take no breathe of rest and roams and roams thru clouds of imagination but something must solace his mind, and something he must arrive at to take refuge in. Maybe that is God. Having said this, I am not an atheist, nor a beleiver. I am always amazed at all that I see, and there is a series of questions that spring up from the well of my imagination.
I know for certainty that i will go adrift endlessly in this whirlpool of imagination, a dust I am, may be insignificant stardust in this vast universe. Yet i feel I am powerful, the universe compressed into a tiny spec.
Thinkers, philosophers, writers inspire me and propel my abilities of thinking, imahinating capacities. Yet I feel I am an unknown creature as a bird that perches on a bough which may wonder at the cycle of season that at one time renders the tree he is in the beuty of spring and at another the tree sheds thier flowers and leaves and stands like a fleshless skeleton.
I enjoy thinking and imagining thinngs and I know the mystery of the universe goes on and man can not fully explore. At times I take refuge in religious texts, in Gurus but I can not stop from being skeptical.
I always want to be open, honest, and earnest. I am attentive and choose to discuss, share ideas.
Regarding God, religion, spirituality I have no deep attchment. But i am a firm beleiver in humanity. That intersts me, and inspires me to do something. I am not apprehensive of the fact that by not beinbg a beleiver I can not reserve space in heaven after i die, but what pains me is i if I die without doing something for humanity, I will think i lives worthlessly and meaninglessly.
That is what I believe in. I regret sounding rather arrogant