This is some of my earlier work, from last year. Just a few poems I made.
Hidden Truth.
In the shadows, in the dark
I sit in the corner and cry
In the sun, in the daylight
I smile a smile that’s a lie
On my own, all alone
I hurt deep down inside
When you turn, when no-ones looking
I run away to hide
When I’m with you, in your presence
I pretend everything’s alright
When you’ve left, once you’re gone
I realize this is a war I can’t fight
In a room, a tiny dark room
I search for a blade
In the shower, the very cold shower
I fall, and the light starts to fade
When we last met, when we had our last kiss
I knew it was goodbye
On my own, all alone
Once again I cry
Untitled.
I see her walk in the front door
Only to see my motionless body lying on the floor
Covered in my blood
I had had enough
I tried to tell her
I was trying to let her know
What happened to me
Whats been happening to me
For the past year and a half
If only she had listened
Then I would have taken a different path
I could have been helped
I could have been saved
But by her not listening, she dug my own grave
But if I stuck around without telling her
Then it would of carried on and on and on
But now that I’m dead the pain, suffering and look on his face at night will all be gone
If only she had listened to me
When i went down on my hands and knees
And I cried and begged just to TRY tell her what he’s been doing to me
Then she could have stopped him
And I could have been free
But no..she told me to shut the **** up
Now the only freedom I will get
Will be at the bottom of my grave
As I watch her eternal regret
Oh how I could have been saved
But what the **** are sisters for
If the refuse to help and listen no more….
^ That I think is my best. Its my fave one.
Broken
Take a gun
Point it to my head
Is this what you want
Do you want me dead
I guess it now time
Time for you to say goodbye
I guess it now time
Time for me to die
When oh when
When will it be over and done
When oh when
When will you realize you’ve won
When will it stop
When will it end
When will it stop
When will you bend
You’ve taken my heart
You’ve ripped it in two
You’ve taken my heart
You’ve destroyed the trust between me and you
You’ve become a monster
Something I never thought I’d see
You’ve become a monster
Always hurting me
I’ve taken a gun
I’ve pointed it to my head
It this what you want
Too late, I’ve pulled it. I am already dead
This I know is pretty simple. But yeah.
Destroyed.
Why do you try smile but let them turn it into a frown
Why do you climb up just to get pushed back down?
Why do you try speak but yet there is nothing really spoken
Why do you love when you know you’ll only get broken?
Why do you let them do that to you, why do you let them use you
Why do you let them get away with it, why do you let them abuse you
Why do you try so hard to impress when I know you don’t really care
Why do you simply not fit in and just watch as they stare
Why do you let them hurt you, and then end up hurting yourself?
Why do you give them that kind of satisfaction and add it to their pile of ignorance and wealth?
I knew you were better than that
I know you knew it to
So why did you let them destroy you and fill you up with hate
Why the hell did you leave things till it was far too late?
That’s not who you used to be, you would have fought back, but some how you went astray
Why the **** did you let them do everything they did, why did you let them take your life away?
Forever Unloved
Often times I feel myself drifting off by the thought of you and I
Thinking of holding you, calling you all mine
Sadly, every time my dreams are interrupted by reality
Still, every time I’m with you, you make me smile
You fill me up when I am drained
You make it better, when all else is lost
You fix it, when all is broken
And I know I can always turn to you when I am alone
There is only ever one time my dreams are shattered
That is the constant reminder that this is nothing but a dream
Something that will never come true
I will never be able to show you how I feel
Deep down, I wish you felt the same
Deep down, I know it will never cone true
I will always love you
But, I will remain forever unloved.
One Last time
As I lay here
As I lay here
One last time
As I say goodbye
As I hold you
One last time
Smile for me
Say you love me
One last time
Look me in the eye
Let me wipe away those rears
One last time
Done cry, never cry
Not even for one last time
Let me close my eyes
Let me dream
One last time
Just kiss me
Just kiss me goodbye
One last time
None of them are fabulous (sp?) Probably nothing compared to what you have written.
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