Schokokeks, what you wrote is absolutely wonderful
This is true passion.
If you have such a calling, then it would be a real shame to go into something else and I wish you the best luck with your scholarships and studies.
If all teachers out there would be as passionate about their subject as you are about literature, I believe education and its effects on students would be different - i.e. positive. The human dimension of education is of utmost importance and, unfortunately, many fail to understand that. So it is that we have teachers who do their job just because they believe there's nothing else they can do and not because they have a passion for it. It's just a job for them and lack of passion makes it a bad job both for themselves and for their students.
I was an English major (minor - Spanish) and I truly believed I could not be a good teacher. I didn't feel any calling and I didn't enjoy the activity in itself (we had to have some teaching practice hours during our final year). So I chose not to go into teaching at all. There are also other jobs available for someone who holds a BA in two languages - translation is one, even if the start may be a bit difficult; second, working your way up in a company from a secretarial or assistant position is not a bad career start.