The fish tank was a circus
The fish tank was a circus. So, we plop our mattresses down on the expressway, relax and watch the show. We conclude it’s a two-ring circus, as the men in Ring Two seem to be in various stages of drunkenness or stupor, whereas our ring, Ring One, is full of fellows much like ourselves, stoners who prefer less traditional, and less toxic, inebriants. We’re lightweights compared to these guys.
But we’re both sharing the misery of arrest and imprisonment all the same, even it we’re found innocent of the crime later. That’s just how The System works. Once you get caught in The System, it grinds you up like meal and squeezes the life out of you.
Brad looks a little depressed. I can see his face under the sickly neon lights they keep on all night long and it looks sad, so I decide to buoy his spirits.
“Brad, I know you’re feeling down and out. But look at it from a different perspective. Plenty of other people have taken advantage of being jailed or imprisoned.”
“What other people?”
“Ken Keysey, William Burroughs, and Sir Thomas Mallory.”
“You mean like Solzhenitsyn, Voltaire, and Cervantes?
“For sure! Like Jean Genet and Oscar Wilde.”
“That doesn’t make me feel one bit better.”
Brad was busy fixating on a drunk sitting on a bench in Ring One, the Drunk Tank. Shivering uncontrollably, red nose running, babbling half sentences at the bars directly in front of his nose.
I felt sorry for him too, but not as sorry as I felt for me. Tomorrow he’d be sober and probably back out on the street. The judge would probably be lenient. After all, he just gone too far with his intake of alcohol. In the judge’s mind alcohol wasn't even a drug. It was a beverage. Society said it was acceptable.
Our crime, however, was different. Marijuana was a schedule two narcotic. It might as well have been morphine or heroin. What if they throw the book at us to “make an example”?
By now my mind was going in the wrong direction too, and that’s usually into the darkness.
You’re lying in the middle of the expressway on a stinky stained-up mattress, trying not to move, because if you do, you might touch the stains with your skin, and the evil, or whatever that dirty stuff is, may soil you irrevocably. And there’s no way you’re going to sleep because they keep the lights on night and day. Unfortunately, you can't shut off your brain, and now it's going through a rigorous set of mental gymnastics.
Like, will I have to do time? Will I end up outdoors in the hot sun breaking rocks into gravel like in Cool Hand Luke? Or could I serve my time in a cell cataloging birds like Burt Lancaster in Bird Man of Alcatraz? And, last but not least, what’s Mom going to think?
And somewhere, sometime, in this darkest of nights, Brad gets his dime phone call to the outside world. And it’s to King Stahlman’s Bailbonds.
Brad remembers it this way:
… the bail bondsman showed up in the middle of the night looking like he'd just started his day, still smelling of aftershave and looking wide awake. I remember he dressed like he would be servicing blue collar workers, no tie, no suit, just a short-sleeved pull-over sweater over a short sleeved off-white-yellow shirt.
I was thinking, “This guy works during the middle of the night to be available for people busted at the time we were.”
It did give him a psychological advantage since we were just woken up from a fitful attempted “sleep” on those "gym" mats, busily causing enough static electricity in our hair to make it looked like it was combed with a cherry bomb.
As you can see, I still remember that guy, our "lifeline" out of there.”
And he was. Out we skated. A few weeks later we coast downtown to the court building on Broadway to be arraigned. Trooping with us is half the employees of Hunter’s Books. Dan, the oldest, conservative but beard-wearing Dan, wearing the widest bell-bottoms in La Jolla, his wife, Elaine, who designed (paisley)and sewed them, and his two kids. Jeanette, curator of the children’s section, and John, a stoner himself.
Up to the courtroom we go, our collective nerves on edge. Just outside the courtroom door there’s piece of paper taped to the door with today’s cases on it. We search through the list.
“Nada,” says Brad.
"But this is supposed to be the day!"
“Go inside,” says John, “and ask the bailiff or clerk or somebody.”
I open the double doors, and everyone marches in. I ask the bailiff and she asks the clerk sitting at that table they put next to the judges’ seat, or podium, or throne, or whatever it’s called.
“Go down to the clerk’s office, you’re not on the list.”,
Out we march, make a column left, head for the elevator. As the troops wait outside the office Brad and I line up inside and soon we’re up at a window with bars. This doesn’t look good to me.
“They’ve dropped the charges.”
“What?”
“The District Attorney dropped the charges.”
I’ve had my mood change suddenly before, but this took the cake. Brad and I were smiling from ear to ear, with toothpaste commercial quality smiles. The room, the day, our lives, suddenly brighten.
A few days later Brad and I were closing the shop again. After we locked the front door, we sauntered in back through the office to the loading dock and sat down at large worktable where we wrapped up books during Christmas next to a 36-inch roll of brown paper. There were stacks of books all around. I guy could learn a lot in this place just by hanging around.
I fired up a pinner and after a while we both got thoughtful and decided to debate what could have happened to make the DA drop the charges. We bounced the ball back and forth. First me to him.
“It could have been because evidence obtained during an illegal stop is inadmissible in court.”
“Illegal stop?”
“Well, the stop was legal because of the light. But not the search, because we weren’t driving crazy. When a person drives crazy, they stop them and do a sobriety test. The crazy driving gives them “probable cause” to stop them. We didn’t drive crazy.”
He passes me the skinny doob back. It’s so skinny it was halfway down already.
But what about the smell?” says Brad.
“We didn’t smoke, and even if he had, why didn’t Malacheck smell it first? I took him ten minutes to write the ticket, and that’s when Piggman showed up.
“The only way Piggman could have smelled smoke was if we smoked the doob while Malacheck was writing the ticket. Did I ever say to you, ‘By the by, Bradster, while this fool writes us this ticket, why don’t you spark up that doobie of yours, we can probably finish it before he gets back.’
“I see what you mean.”
Brad looked up at the expanding cloud between his eyes illuminated the neon light hanging overhead. It was full of ideas, and he believed he perceived a light in the center of its haze.
“Or maybe they dropped it because it was only two joints.”
It was one of those things in life we never found out. The one lesson I took away from this life experience was that whether you were innocent or guilty, once you were arrested you were going to jail. They might drop the charges later, you may end up fighting them in court and become acquitted, win the case hands-down, but in the meantime, you were going down and that alone was worth a story, as story as memorable as a wedding cake, because you’re no longer a spotless virgin, you’ve finally been to jail.
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