Secret Love Note # 5

To My Beloved One, Neyteri,

Like a gentle lover leads and a dancer follows step, is my passion, my desire, my longing for you. My love, My Heart, My Sweet Neyteri, I can't sit here like this anymore, my heart is racing and I need your sweet embrace. I know you are scared, sad, overwhelmed but the thought of you loving me puts my mind at ease.
A good friend told me today to wait patiently and take it slow. I love you more than I could ever express. My heart literally aches for you and I'm finding it hard to breath when I think of you. I watched a beautiful lightning show last night, I hope you saw it. I wanted you next to me and I told my room mate that if i saw you walking a long way off I would run as fast as I could and wrap my arms around you and never let you go. If I even see you again before I leave, that will be a very special moment for me. I can't tell you how hard it is to not hear from you, it's breaking my heart, but it hasn't broken my spirit. I know you have your reasons and I understand to a point. But i love you and until you tell me to GO AWAY......I'm going to keep on my gentle reminder that there's a man in this world who loves you more that life itself, and that's Me, Dastan. And writing to you helps me not go crazy, it lets me get out what I have to say. And maybe one day you will respond.
I am broken, I have nothing, All I want is YOU. I have loved you from the very beginning but kept my distance out of respect and honor for you. Say the word and I am there, My Sweet Neyteri, My Beautiful Spanish Princess.
Till we meet again, I love you.

Dastan