Greetings From Hell...
by, 09-05-2009 at 11:16 AM (2892 Views)
You might have perhaps noticed that I've not posted anything for about a week. There is good reason for my absence.
Not to scare anyone, nor to solicit sympathy, I tried to kill myself last Sunday. I put a cocked, loaded rifle to my throat, and kept my hand hovering over the trigger.
I don't recall much else about they day, only that I was told I stood off the police for around 45 minutes.
There is one good thing about friends: you never know whom they may grow up to be. One such friend was on that police force that came to try to reason with me. Chip Schular is the reason I'm alive right now. Without me having a true friend on the force who came when I needed him most, I know I would have pulled that trigger...
So I have been in a Mental Hospital again for about a week. The good news is I have hooked up with a new and I believe better psychiatrist and counselor. I'm hanging in here, and intend to try to keep a positive outlook on life.
Love you all, and thanks for always being here for me!
Write if you take the notion, I'd love to hear from you. I promise I'll answer every letter!
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Atkins, VA 24311