by, 09-12-2008 at 08:32 PM (1881 Views)
I feel lonely, with nothing but desperation. I can't read, watch or play. I just wanna be in the only place that I can't be in, my paradise. It's devastating. I can't take my car and just drive; afraid of hurting myself or others. My brain is just shut down. I'm typing to take out some of what I feel. It's a huge burden that I can't put on with. I'm trying to busy myself but alas,no way.