MySpace- what was I thinking?
by, 04-26-2008 at 12:14 AM (733 Views)
So many blogs, so little time.
Iím not here much, but I still try to read the blogs- I really love the blogs. Shallotís blog was, and always is, so funny. She sounds like the voice I hear in my own head when I talk to myself. I really should learn to listen. I guess Iím a hack that has never had an original thought and an idiot who hears how something went badly but then does that same thing thinking it will work just right when she does it.
The back story is that I had a friend in high school that was very good to me, but that I wasnít very good to in return. Iíve had this terrible guilt aver my behavior for eighteen years, but havenít been able to make contact to apologize. I know I have a bit of a guilt complex and that if I didnít carry this millstone it would be something else, but Iíd like to put it behind me. Then I read shallotís blog and got an idea.
I logged on to MySpace and couldnít find my old friend, but I did find another mutual friend and sent a message that was incredibly dorky. I think I sounded like I was sixteen all over again. And since that wasnít bad enough I sent a second message trying to explain the first one. I think Iím just done with MySpace. I really donít need any new outlets for self humiliation.
Now here is an article just for Rich, I hope you enjoy it. And I didnít know who Tom was either.
Iím down to just a hand full of small assignments and then itís finals. Right now I have an A in every class and I really hope I can hold on the them. After this Iím not going to be so worried about my grades, really.
I also wanted to say that my girls were in the spring sing at school last night. Bailey has an amazing voice- and that really is objective because Iím a critical person. She is also more beautiful than every other girl in the Jr. High choir. Chaney was a cat and they really chose well. She was so stinking cute and she really hammed it up one side and down the other. She didnít show her embarrassment one bit! Also, Chaney won third place at the regional science fair. Thatís really hard to do. And Bailey is getting an award for a poem she wrote that was entered in a regional contest. I forget how awesome my kids are sometimes then Iím around regular kids and appreciate them a lot more. I have some amazing kids!