MySpace- what was I thinking?
by , 04-26-2008 at 12:14 AM (733 Views)
So many blogs, so little time.
I’m not here much, but I still try to read the blogs- I really love the blogs. Shallot’s blog was, and always is, so funny. She sounds like the voice I hear in my own head when I talk to myself. I really should learn to listen. I guess I’m a hack that has never had an original thought and an idiot who hears how something went badly but then does that same thing thinking it will work just right when she does it.
The back story is that I had a friend in high school that was very good to me, but that I wasn’t very good to in return. I’ve had this terrible guilt aver my behavior for eighteen years, but haven’t been able to make contact to apologize. I know I have a bit of a guilt complex and that if I didn’t carry this millstone it would be something else, but I’d like to put it behind me. Then I read shallot’s blog and got an idea.
I logged on to MySpace and couldn’t find my old friend, but I did find another mutual friend and sent a message that was incredibly dorky. I think I sounded like I was sixteen all over again. And since that wasn’t bad enough I sent a second message trying to explain the first one. I think I’m just done with MySpace. I really don’t need any new outlets for self humiliation.
Now here is an article just for Rich, I hope you enjoy it. And I didn’t know who Tom was either.
http://www.npr.org/templates/story/s...9914205&ps=bb3
I’m down to just a hand full of small assignments and then it’s finals. Right now I have an A in every class and I really hope I can hold on the them. After this I’m not going to be so worried about my grades, really.
I also wanted to say that my girls were in the spring sing at school last night. Bailey has an amazing voice- and that really is objective because I’m a critical person. She is also more beautiful than every other girl in the Jr. High choir. Chaney was a cat and they really chose well. She was so stinking cute and she really hammed it up one side and down the other. She didn’t show her embarrassment one bit! Also, Chaney won third place at the regional science fair. That’s really hard to do. And Bailey is getting an award for a poem she wrote that was entered in a regional contest. I forget how awesome my kids are sometimes then I’m around regular kids and appreciate them a lot more. I have some amazing kids!








