day in a life

It's eleven in the morning now and I am drinking my coffee and listening to my son sing and talk as he plays with his Lego. We watched all 'Back to the future' movies this weekend and had fun. He really loved them. Now I am getting nervous, the thing is he will leave to see his dad today and he'll be there for 18 days. He has never been away from me for this long and I know he will have fun and it will be great but I don't know how to be alone for so long!

He is going to be the ring-bearer at his dads wedding and he told everyone he is just like Frodo with the ring. He got a new suit and he loved them, he loves dressing up. My biggest problem at the moment is that I kinda need to know what to pack for him, he will go camping with his grandma so he'll need some stuff but if I call his dad I know he will come over soon. He is on vacation but his girlfriend is still working so he'll most likely come and drink ten cups of coffee. I like him enough to give him coffee and chat but he always stays for WAY TO LONG! Then there is the thing about the boy right now, he is excited and can't wait to go to see his dad but I don't want him to leave to early, Oh I am making this way more difficult than it should be.

I don't know what I will do for 18 days, I am working but not everyday and only for 5 hours a day so that is way to much spare time on my hands. Maybe I'll try and catch up with my reading, but if I know myself right I'll just spend most of my time watching some tv show. I am thinking 'Farscape'

I am gonna go now and play with him for a while before I definitively have to call his dad.