It Is What It Is
by, 03-07-2012 at 06:37 PM (730 Views)
Some of you who may recall the goings on that have been occurring between a certain friend of mine whom I had lost touch with but had recently reconnected with, just as a brief recap, he said that his e-mail account had been hacked into and he did not know he was being prevented from receiving e-mail, thus he thought that I was the one avoiding him and I thought he was avoiding me because he was not responding to any of my e-mails, but I recalled an alternative e-mail address of his and contacted him via that and we had begun speaking again.
Well ever since are reunion I sensed there was something different about him in some subtle way, though there was nothing in particular I could point to, nothing tangible or obvious, there was no logical reason for me to feel this way, call it a sixth sense, instinct, intuition, being good at reading people, but I just felt something was off.
At first I thought maybe it was just because it had been so long since we have talked and than he told me that he was going through some personal stuff and he was having a sort of crisis of identity and beginning to question who he really is and what he really wants for himself. So we have been conversing back and forth and he seemed to be making some progress upon the stuff he was dealing with, and than it all came crashing down as he confessed the real truth for everything that has happened.
Apparently he has developed feelings for me beyond that of friendship, and we first lost touch, he had in fact been intentionally avoiding me, and the whole story about the hacker was made up, and he does not feel that he can continue to maintain a friendship with his feelings being what they are and so he is withdrawing himself from my life.