Who Am I........
by, 10-29-2011 at 10:02 AM (758 Views)
I'm beginning to doubt everything that I once believed in. Everything's starting to fall apart...I'm feeling lost and confused.This week I barely noticed the seconds tick by, or the wind blow pass my face.This morning when i looked in the mirror i saw a complete stranger staring back at me..i was SHOCKED, i really didn't notice who i've become.Counting the days that i've missed I now realize how easily I can lose track of the time simply by picking up a book or even a calculator.(!)
Is my effort really worth it? or am i just wasting my time trying to get better grades ? trying to be more than i ever was? trying to accomplish things i never dared to?...Am I pushing the boundries too far??
I look at my friends and see people who don't even care to get to know me, strange that i once assumed them my friends and yet, everytime i turn around to start over something pulls me back again like a spring trying to hold me in place as if where I am is where i should be.Am I wrong to push farther??Am i wrong to doubt it? to want to change it?