Living Breathing Contradiction...

I'll miss you!

This decision is in a good part my fault, and I will try to revert it somehow. I hope I can. We have a rather hectic relationship with this chick, and some things I do or say makes her react in certain ways that weren't my exact intentions.

When two people are somewhat different, like we two are, communication can be hard to establish at times, but the positive aspect about stephofthenight is that she doesn't hide when she's been hurt, offended, or made upset, and even when she feels bad, even when she's ill, she would stay and hear an explanation. You don't get that behavior from anyone, so when you get it, you are in the presence of someone that should catch your attention, at the very least. I hope the explanation was believable and justifiable.

Stay, darling!
Beautify the place
When you have some space
With some post of yours
Like the ones of yore
And your lovely grace.

Things change-sometime for the better. If it's really time to go, God be with you, Steph. But hopefully that living breathing contradiction thing will kick in and you'll stay!

Qimissung has nice advice. Maybe take a break, regroup, and then come back as a liberated women.

So as I am known for saying what everyone else is thinking, Ddon't ever let a man determine where you go or what you do with your life.

Sorry ahead of time, if this is insulting to anyone. I always like to believe I am among friends.

Steph- I have always considered you an intelligent and attractive young lady. I think you are one of the few that can really do anything she put her mind too. Good luck! You are believed in.

Steph - take that advice and stop back in a few months. And if not, I wish you the best. Take care.

Count me in Steph--I come and go here but there has always been a soft spot for you. I wish I could have been of more comfort or value to oyu. The door is always open. It does happen but I RARELY reject a friend. Take care and God bless.

Why is it that it is only when someone is to leave that we really reach out and say that we care? I can't remember the last time I have spoken to a few that have left such sweet heart felt comments. But thank you all for the kind words much appreciated.

Steph. I know I am not in your clique, Its true I have never engaged with you at all. But I enjoy reading your stuff, it has insight and intellegence and is always intresting. That is the beauty and the drawback of these internet sites, you cannot tell where your posts will end up, who you effect and why.

Take care Steph.

Originally Posted by stephofthenight

Why is it that it is only when someone is to leave that we really reach out and say that we care? I can't remember the last time I have spoken to a few that have left such sweet heart felt comments. But thank you all for the kind words much appreciated.

It does happen this way most of the times, but see its bright sight. At least they show up on your blog and say something positive. It would feel worse if some of them were talking at your back, saying that you are this and that while pretending they know you and your intentions, when it's more than evident that they never crossed words with you in two years on this forum. But they enjoy themselves talking in the dark of anonymous indirect strikes, and surely get a sort of satisfaction by doing so, because they love to believe they possess a brain below their skulls that lets them see like crystal clear water whatever is going on here. But they don't matter really, as there are better people here and everywhere to listen to, like you or the people who often show up on this blog when they notice you are feeling bad. Fortunately, these cynics I mentioned before remain a few, although their purported decency often makes me wonder for how long they can actually hold a stare in the eyes without looking down. I know for how long I can hold mine.
I'll go drink a coffee. Will come back later
BTW, prendrelemick is right. Your posts are awesome in their own way

Checking back in to see how you are doing. I have been away myself for probably too long and not sure I'm finding the way back. Bless you Steph.

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