Imported Poems

i was little when you
found me you walked
out today...walked out on
me said you had to see
your baby mama it's your son's birthday
he just turned three
laughs like you, looks like you,
runs like you someone
said later you were cursing god on the
corner outside like a
sailor with syphilis 'cause
we were broke
you couldn't stop
tears from falling
down your face
we spent 13 years trying to
find ourselves in the mess
of each other loving
every second of it
until
she pushed you
i pushed you
god forgot to love you
and you stepped off the curb
moments too soon -
and all my sunshine in your (my)
big brown body
big bright smile
it ain't -
- i don't mind that you're not
coming back, i just
wish god i wish
i hate this i wish you'd taken me
with you...

-frightens me, made me cry when wrote it. very strange piece.