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Hey litneters!
So, I was reading my old blog, and I'm ashamed to realize that it pretty much didn't make ANY sense.  but, I will move on.
Ah, so this summer is going to be interesting. My friend just left today and he won't be back for like two weeks then he's going off to germany a few days after that. I'm glad he can't see this, because I'm gonna miss him and I don't want him to know. XD it would be awkward.
And then my other two good friends are going to be leaving ...

From the Brothers Karamazov by Fyodor Dostoyevsky

People talk sometimes of bestial cruelty, but that's a great injustice and insult to the beasts; a beast can never be so cruel as a man, so artistically cruel

now it has only been two weeks or so but I feel very free. I have never been alone before, I'm of course not alone, I have my son and my dog but for some reason I feel like I'm looking for something more. I do know that I want to be by myself for a while and learn how to live alone before I find something more. but I am looking for certain qualities when I meet guys.

I just love being my own boss and doing things my way but ever since I was a teenager I have wanted to be with someone ...

Ouroboros

Where do dreams begin
and reality end?
Fire and Water
dance entwined.

Sky and Sea
mirror each other
the horizon an
obscure distinction.

Day and Night
locked in an eternal
chase.

Earth embraces Air
is the viel over our eyes?
First Man and First Woman
become oness.

The world spins
and we do not see
past our separateness. ...

We got word today. It’s official. Baby Matthew is ours! We are officially proud parents. Unfortunately I didn’t put any Champagne in the refrig, so I’m only celebrating with a glass of wine. Now we need to hear word for when everything is ready for us to go pick him up.

Let me bring you all up to date. We left Shymkent on Friday for Almaty, where we were promptly whisked over to the US Consulate for us to update our fingerprints. Amazingly it was free! Shocked the hell out ...