It is Sunday afternoon here and I have just come home for the beach. There was a surf life saving regatta on today, men, women and children of all ages competing in a triathlon. Nothing to special about that – well apart from the fact that for the last month there has been a spate of shark sighting and attacks in the Illawarra. There were two attacks alone last week. Yet not one of these volunteers’ life savers hesitated for even a second to run into the water this morning sharks ...
Too tired. This eye-flickering wakeness draws me into empty spaces phasing into sleep without action. Dyslexia comes, a fridge of magic magnets shape new lines to newsline.
Does anyone else worry what will happen to all their stuff - mainly books, after they've...'gone'? It sounds slightly materialistic and I should be more worried about loved ones than possessions but it keeps bugging me. That I waste so much time, effort and money collecting so many different things and for what purpose? I think I need to get some sleep. Things always look a little better in the morning. Usually because I can't find my glasses .... Without ...
Updated 02-25-2009 at 07:40 AM by optimisticnad
Dear John My love your absence pickles my heart I lie there on the shelf waiting for you to throw stones and smash my clear glass shell. Your letter comes. The pregnant sausage of my mind sizzles in pain. I squeak out my suffering but you continue to fry.
Tongues of sharp-winged sadness take me. Unkempt, unsandalled and unclean, I wander whirlpools in the waiting dark, following false beacons that bold and bitter moonlight burn before me.