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  1. A Torn And Bleeding Heart

    by , 11-02-2006 at 05:41 PM (Beatings of My Heart)
    With a torn and bleeding heart I smile
    and I will look for love all my life the while
    love is lost, yet again my soul cries
    for a companion, but life denies

    Self consuming lust for love
    has eaten me clean through
    I am the hollow man
    eyes empty window on a tortured soul
    the yearn for the touch
    the smile, to look
    her in the eyes and know she loves you
    to care for someone, more than yourself
    to be taken prisoner ...
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  2. As long as I love you

    by , 11-02-2006 at 05:41 PM (Beatings of My Heart)
    When I cry
    I cry for you
    you make me cry
    with what you do
    I dont like to cry
    but I get so depressed
    I sometimes want to die
    my life is all distressed
    Will I ever stop crying
    not as long as I love you
    love can fade with time
    but then you always spark it anew
    Why must you be so lovable
    by just being you

    I cant help but loving you
    you give me a new reason
    each day; each action
    ...
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  3. I Loved

    by , 11-02-2006 at 05:41 PM (Beatings of My Heart)
    I Loved

    I loved
    when you loved me
    I cried
    when you left me
    I died
    when you cried
    I lived through your lies
    I loved
    through your treat of me
    I loved
    when you abused me
    I loved
    when you hated me

    No matter what you thought of me
    I loved
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  4. The Past

    by , 11-02-2006 at 05:41 PM (Beatings of My Heart)
    The Past

    The past can be ugly
    the past can hurt
    but the past can be lovely
    and the past can be kind

    We know what the past is
    it is the truth
    it has already happened
    it cannot lie

    But the future is different
    ever unpredictable
    always a bright outlook
    and it changes as it gets close

    The changed can be good or bad
    as it becomes the past
    so we may finally know
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  5. A fallen Star

    by , 11-02-2006 at 05:41 PM (Beatings of My Heart)


    Bye Bye Dearest
    leave me alone
    let me be
    and go on home

    So long dearest
    let me rot
    sit in this hole
    smokin some pot

    My concious is dead
    killed it long ago
    I embrace my bottle
    so let me go

    I wanna be free
    free of this life
    free of emotion
    free of pain and strife

    Bye daughter
    Bye wife
    dont let your steps falter
    I'm leaving
    ...
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