With a torn and bleeding heart I smile and I will look for love all my life the while love is lost, yet again my soul cries for a companion, but life denies Self consuming lust for love has eaten me clean through I am the hollow man eyes empty window on a tortured soul the yearn for the touch the smile, to look her in the eyes and know she loves you to care for someone, more than yourself to be taken prisoner ...
When I cry I cry for you you make me cry with what you do I dont like to cry but I get so depressed I sometimes want to die my life is all distressed Will I ever stop crying not as long as I love you love can fade with time but then you always spark it anew Why must you be so lovable by just being you I cant help but loving you you give me a new reason each day; each action ...
I Loved I loved when you loved me I cried when you left me I died when you cried I lived through your lies I loved through your treat of me I loved when you abused me I loved when you hated me No matter what you thought of me I loved
The Past The past can be ugly the past can hurt but the past can be lovely and the past can be kind We know what the past is it is the truth it has already happened it cannot lie But the future is different ever unpredictable always a bright outlook and it changes as it gets close The changed can be good or bad as it becomes the past so we may finally know ...
Bye Bye Dearest leave me alone let me be and go on home So long dearest let me rot sit in this hole smokin some pot My concious is dead killed it long ago I embrace my bottle so let me go I wanna be free free of this life free of emotion free of pain and strife Bye daughter Bye wife dont let your steps falter I'm leaving ...