This is the best I can do with the time I've got. Due to the lack of excitement with my work life, this sort of highlights what was going on in my head. It is a mixture of fact and fiction, obviously the present tense being the fictitious part. Hope you don't want to cut yourself after you read it! The bottle was heavy, giving me reassurance that I would be able to fall asleep peacefully tonight. The trip to the liquor store was almost more than I could tolerate. Smiling ...