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Right on the edge of the cliff overlooking the river, he sat with the mostly empty bottle. With every sip the memories flowed. As painful as they were, they were healthy. He'd spent so long suppressing them, trying to burn them out and all he'd done was inflame them. Now, sitting at the place every single one of those memories had roots he felt like he might actually come to terms with things. Was it four years ago? Five? Six? He couldn't remember when it was he'd first met her. He couldn't ...

Last Halloween totally sucked. We got a group of about 3 or 4 trick-or-treaters. They all grabbed for the sweets at the same time and had a little hand scuffle and once they'd all got some they went back for seconds. No way. They had to be prompted by their accompanying adult to say thank you and it was half-hearted and mumbled. That was it. This was on the Sunday that we'd been to the October expo, no I didn't go this year, so we were pretty tired and didn't have much time to prepare before the ...

music has always been my hiding place from my own thoughts. i can typically plug in whatever melodies negate the thought processes happening in my brain, or it gives me the calm i need to power through to whatever release can be had.
tonight is the exception. i am done at the ranch for the time being, and i have a few days to blow off before i head back into the hills for the next chapter in my scattered life. I am sitting here skipping song after song, artist after artist, hating ...