Perhaps I would then have gone
just like when I came, in silence

I will take away some black flowers
The wind will clean up the road
The rain will sprinkle fresh color for grass
Again along the deserted road people will walk

If you by chance see a butterfly
after the rain, dancing in the sunlight
Please don’t disturb her peaceful happiness.

My creative flow has died for while at least. Much to Mods and Admins delight lol.
College is going OK. I think I talked to much. When the teacher ask questions or anything really. Maybe I should get zip for my mouth lol.

It funny that some people in the class think the same. (well pretty sure they do). Only reason why I am that is show that will to learn, enthusiastic and nervous. Every Time we are put in group I seem to being only one written it anything down and then they ...

Are there certain records you heard years ago that sometimes you hear and it takes you right back to those times? You never found out what the song or group was, and so when you finally hear it, you are there in the past?

I have a number that are like this, but of course I won’t remember until I hear them again. The problem in the past was that it was virtually impossible to find out the name of the song or group you liked until you heard it again and asked. The internet has changed ...

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oh, and then there's those lovely anxiety attacks. Had those twice. Both had be crying my ...

I created a page on facebook called STOP THE BULLYING!! in it has my story and experience as a parent and what i have gone through with my kid's on this and still what my family and i go through with them.. If anyone reads this I would like your thoughts or opinions about how you feel about how bad bullying has gotten and if you check out the site maybe you might have suggestions i am still working on it and have yet to get together with a friend who has worked with kid's on this one on one and ...