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  1. Something is Better Than Nothing

    by , Today at 12:20 PM (Barmy Blue's Bland Blog)
    I've been feeling a bit unsure since my last entry. I've been worried that I wasn't exactly clear about my feelings. It was my attempt to account for several months of feelings that built up and came out at one point. I've thought about adding some more clarification or writing a follow up. Not long after my dad wound up in hospital. This time for high calcium and I wondered if letting unhappy feelings out into the world was a wise idea or not. I looked it up. It can be really REALLY bad if not ...

    Updated Today at 12:32 PM by Bluebiird

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  2. Maybe Don't Read if You Want to Stay Happy (Part 2 The Christmas Bit)

    by , 01-05-2022 at 01:52 PM (Barmy Blue's Bland Blog)
    .....Because I went over the word count as per usual.

    We met up before Christmas because he wanted to. We had a meal. Me, my mum, Him and his brother. I wasn't super comfortable about it what with the pandemic and all and it would be inside a building, an eatery of course. I'd have rather sat outside but all three of them are old and have their own health issues and it was cold so I wasn't going to fight anyone on this.

    That's the first time I've seen him since my birthday. ...

    Updated 01-05-2022 at 07:01 PM by Bluebiird

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  3. Maybe Don't Read if You Want to Stay Happy (Part 1 to Catch You Up)

    by , 01-05-2022 at 01:40 PM (Barmy Blue's Bland Blog)
    So how was your new year?
    I hope it was good.
    I had a nice new year and a surprisingly good Christmas despite everything.
    This was my first Christmas without my dad (don't worry he's not dead yet, he just can't travel far) but that was for the best given that this is also the first Christmas that I'm finally in on "the big secret" that's been kept from me for maybe the last 15-20 years.
    Now. It's been a while since you last saw me. I've wanted to write this ...
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  4. Looking For a Needle in Not a Haystack

    by , 09-18-2021 at 11:22 PM (Barmy Blue's Bland Blog)
    Alternative title "How Hard Is It To Get Stabbed In The Arm?" but I worried that might cause problems. "A Wild Needle Chase" equally so.
    I got my second vaccination at last and let me tell you it sure was a hoot and a half. Why is it never simple for me?
    But Blue aren't you 30 something shouldn't you be done by now? I most of the 30 somethings I know are done. Yeah well things were a bit slow and I had additional problems when my time came.

    My first ...

    Updated 09-18-2021 at 11:40 PM by Bluebiird

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  5. This Changes Everything And Nothing

    by , 09-15-2021 at 10:17 PM (Barmy Blue's Bland Blog)
    Sorry to post two days in a row but I can't sit on this. I think I've mostly settled it all in my mind but I still feel off. Kind of betrayed but not really. I feel like I've been lied to but I haven't. I just wasn't told. And in the end it doesn't actually change anything.

    My dad called to update us. It looks like some cancer has moved to his bladder and spine but it's alright. Well It's not. No it's fine because it could be worse because it's not effecting the nerves and stuff. ...
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