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  1. Musical mention

    Purely for my own selfish reasons, here are the last few songs added to my phone (which doubles as a Mp3 player):

    • Vanilla by British India - I think I like this due to residual adolescent tendancies.
    • Little Lion Man by Mumford and Sons - Awesome song, may be getting sick of it already, due to over playing by myself and the radio station.
    • The Reeling by Passion Pit - I relate to this. Listen to the words!
    • Dog Days Are Over by Florence + The Machine - Her voice! She could sing
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  2. Testing

    I don't understand how one day I can feel so confident and beautiful, and the next I feel ugly, hideous.

    The best days are when I'm so happy I don't think about appearances at all. The mirror is irrelevant.
    True happiness is not noticing the superficial things.

    I've been thinking a lot about mortality, my mortality. I wonder what I could withstand mentally and physically before I gave up.

    I think about secret rebels within my body, counting down ...
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  3. Take a bow

    This is craziness, it's so goddamn insane.

    I love it, and I've never been happier.

    Thank you.
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  4. Panic

    There's this claustrophobic feeling of panic that I get sometimes, it's like when I get stuck in a piece of clothing and want to tear and claw my way out. I feel like I get stuck in life and need to rip it to shreds, escape, so that I can breathe freely again.

    I think it's the new job? City living? Or maybe the freedom and endless choices that I have in front of me. They're smothering me.

    I'm drowning in possibilities
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  5. Ramble Ramble

    Oh hi!
    I've just got home from my friend's birthday drinks. The people that I went with wanted to come home early, so I came home early too. It's probably a good thing for two reasons:
    1. I have to go to the farm early tomorrow morning to pick up the rest of my stuff (for some reason I wrote 'myself' instead of 'my stuff', I don't know what i left of myself on the farm, but whatever it was, it can stay there).
    2. I've had a bit to drink and I'm kind of a bit blurry now... Any ...

    Updated 07-24-2009 at 12:48 PM by IJustMadeThatUp

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