Halls of the Dark Muse

A Love So Strong

How can I breathe
without you by my side
you are the life force
that pulses within me

As I thirst for water
as I hunger for food
so does my body
crave and need for you

When I look upon the moon
it is the same one looking
over you, and our souls
reach through the distance
to touch, I shiver when you
think of me, feeling it
within my bones
...

I am sure all of you have noticed my blog has gone through a little change.

I myself was rather found of the fireplace I had oringally used here and it was not my choice to change. But the fireplace turned into an empty white box with a red x in the corner. So I needed to find something else.

I was currently unable to find another fireplace that suited my taste as the other, and I came acorss this new image which well is very me and had appealed to me, so it is what ...

Well I have another diliemma with a different frined of mine, though this one is not nearly as serious.

But I have this frined, and we first met online, but becasue of problems he was having he got rid of his interenet connection, so for some years now we have written to each other. He has always been very regular, and within a couple of weeks of writing to him, I have always heard something back. But now it has been near a month and I have not heard anything from him. So I do not ...

First of all I want to express my gratitude for everyones thoughtful and supportive comments to this matter. I do apperciate all of which you have said.

I have been in touch with my frined today, and it appears between my talking to him last night, as well as his wife, and one of his other close frineds talking to him, he no longer has the intent and desire to kill himself, of which naturally came as a great releif to me.

So it seems things are going to pull through. ...

What Has Become

I see you slipping away
while I stand motionless
you become lost within the cracks
after so much

And what can I do
as I watch from behind a mask
recounting my sins in my mind
I tally up my guilt

But words escape me
as you strive to self-destruct
differences grow wider
and I am left standing
on the outside

You throw away
everything you have ...