i don't feel like saying hi..i don't feel like doing anything ijust want to cryyyyyyyy.....why should it happen ?why did he have to go? I loved michael jackson, I just can't belive he's gone...i know i wasnt really close to him but i dont know why I just cant stop crying and calling his name ..in these 2 weeks i couldnt do anything ..the only thing i did that i would star at the walls and think about him or come on the internet and search his name and read his bio over and over and over again....I ...