Living Breathing Contradiction...

Just because you apologize,
Doesn't mean you win
Just becuase you want to change.
Doesn't mean you can

Just because you once smiled,
Doesn't mean you should
Just becuase you wish,
Doesn't mean you would

Just because you once laughed,
Doesn't mean you will
Just becuase you once loved,
Doesn't mean you still...

{my nephew Roosevelt}


{Me Bein a Goofball}

{Bubbles, I Just Want a bite...}

...

so today I mowed the front pasture...well used the lawnmower as a leaf blower... And i had to think to myself. Just how hick do you have to be to use your lawn mower as a leaf blower? *sigh* im now sneezing little pieces of leafs. the horses chased the lawn mower all day. I ran into a tree. it hurt. than got the mower stuck in the ditch. had to tie the horses to the front of the mower to pull it out. horses ran off after that scared they might get put to work again. Took dance to vet for a check ...

So Halloween has come and gone and for most people costumes have been thrown out, or in a drawer to be forgoten. The hair color has washed out like the box said it would... Everything is fine and dandy..EXCEPT for me. so I bought candy even though the kids around here are terrified or my father. thinking maybe just maybe one or two would come. well i decided to dress up as somethhing fun and sweet so as not to scare anyone. So I get this hair gel type stuff its suppose to sit on top of your hair ...

Never have I seeked so thouroughly
Never have I been lost so completly
Never have I hoped so deeply
Never have I loved so freely....

Always have I hid my feelings
Always have I been at lost around you
Always have I heard your whispers
Always have I knonw you in my dreams...

Forever for you, My heart will ache
Forever for you, My breath is taken
Forever for you, My Soul
Forever for you, My dreams...
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