Living Breathing Contradiction...

moved into my dorm today, have a date tonight. kinda worried.. but this is what im wearing, good? Bad? Also a video of my niece

Its basicly a black lace shirt with a pink shirt under it and see thru sleeves, white skkinny jeans, and lace up leather fur lined boots..




...

My heart is broken
My soul is severed
My tears are Shed
My love is dead
His memories Fading
His hands gone cold
His eyes are closed
His soul is owned
Our laughter forgotten
Our happiness stolen
Our trust misused
Our hearts abused

Why are you stuck
Cleaning up the mess
Why do you wind up
wiping my tears away
why do you choose
to fix other's mistakes
why do you sew
my broken heart whole
why is there always
sunshine in your smile
why are you happy
just being my friend
why do you accept
being the one i run to
why do you understand
that you're the one I cling to
Why won't you try
Letting there be a me and you ...

Soft, Sensual, curves
Moonlight dancing over waves,
rock, sinking into sand,
Waves caressing the shore,
Soft tides of pleasure,
stroking the oceans very core...

BLACK, WITH SPARKLING FLAKES,
AM I LOOKING AT THE SKY.
THE SMELL OF SMOKE IN THE AIR
I MUST BE LYING BY A FIRE
NUMBNESS FLOWING THROUGH MY BODY
I MUST BE VERY TIRED

PERMEDICS, FIREMEN, OFFICERS
I WONDER WHAT IS GOING ON
NEEDLES, TUBES, OXYGEN
I WANT IT GONE
FUZZY THOUGHTS, SPINNING VISION
I CLOSE MY EYES JUST FOR A MINUTE

BRIGHT LIGHTS, EVERYTHING IS WHITE
I WONDER IF I'M DEAD
THE BURNING, ...