Living Breathing Contradiction...

If I look like I care,
You are sadly mistaken,
The Smile you been seeing,
Is the smile I've been faking,
The heart that was beating,
Is now reduced to breaking....

You will never see
what it cost me
those tears i shed
drown the undead

you said the perfect words
but damn did they hurt
you put on the perfect act
wish i would have known it was just that

daisys happiness and sunshine
you ran it when you said you werent mine
hope, trust, faith-all down the drain
boy you left a lot of pain

maybe i was just a toy
but you where never just a boy
...

just as soon as i can think of a way to finish them...

1. Go on and smile,
Don't fight it,
It might be fake
But you'll make it...

2. When times are bad,
smile and fake it,
life is the best lie you ever had.
Chin up your gonna make it

3. Pefection is impossible
never expected to loose it all
crashing, tumbling, im gonna fall
...

a 100 question survey all about me Enjoy, and if you fill like killing 5 minutes, take it yourself

~*100 questions about me*~
by gdluvnchick



~Basic Info~

Name:: Stephanie Anne Mechille Granger
Age:: 17
Sex:: Female
Height:: 5'2
Hair Color:: blonde/red
Eye Color:: brownish/gold
Body Type:: 2 legs, 2 arms a head and torso...
Religion:: Struggling Christian
Ethnicity:: ...

So just when I thhink things are finaly starting to look up for me, And life was getting to where it was almost worth living, I get a call last night that mom was unconsius being raced to the hospitle. I cant go up there, all I know is she took over half a bottle of valum she had gotten filled that day. She is back home and I'm about to go see her, but I cant help but be mad at her. We had Audreys birthday party earlyer and she was fine, laughing and such. And today is audreys 20th birthday, Doesnt ...