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so I was asked to share my testimony at a bible study group I attend. But the problem is I dont feel the trust or bond that has to be there in order for me to allow someone the intmate details of my nightmares. Becase to put that out there is to hand someone a knife, turn around and just beg to be stabbed with it. So I wrote one out without much detail, just a brief general assesment of some lessons I learned that most people in the group could use, Now I just need the opinion of is it too dispersonalized? ...

What is happy? And why am I damned to go without the understanding of such a commonly used word? To be one so, literate. That reads SO often, and writes; why does the meaning of this one simple word evade me? Why can I not understand Happy?

Sometimes people just get tired of caring, always haveing to be so perfect. Having to play a certain part, like an actor in a play. And that person may not fit as putty in a mold for society. Well this person thinks society can go **** itself, but If you don't like the way I am, Don't take it out on other people, because they can't change me anymore than you can. Some people are two faced, and act one way in life and another online, and another at work, in crowds, at church ect. The wolrd would ...

How is it that I do something one way to avoid hurting someone but It ends up hurting them anyway?
How is it that no matter how hard I try to do the right thing, it always ends up being the wrong thing when I do it?
How is it that my goal is always to heal, but I end up causing so much hurt?
How is it that I hurt too, but all you care about is you?
How is it that You both know it wont work, we both end up hurt, but its always my fault?
How is it that You can ...