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My heart is broken
My soul is severed
My tears are Shed
My love is dead
His memories Fading
His hands gone cold
His eyes are closed
His soul is owned
Our laughter forgotten
Our happiness stolen
Our trust misused
Our hearts abused

Why are you stuck
Cleaning up the mess
Why do you wind up
wiping my tears away
why do you choose
to fix other's mistakes
why do you sew
my broken heart whole
why is there always
sunshine in your smile
why are you happy
just being my friend
why do you accept
being the one i run to
why do you understand
that you're the one I cling to
Why won't you try
Letting there be a me and you ...

Soft, Sensual, curves
Moonlight dancing over waves,
rock, sinking into sand,
Waves caressing the shore,
Soft tides of pleasure,
stroking the oceans very core...

BLACK, WITH SPARKLING FLAKES,
AM I LOOKING AT THE SKY.
THE SMELL OF SMOKE IN THE AIR
I MUST BE LYING BY A FIRE
NUMBNESS FLOWING THROUGH MY BODY
I MUST BE VERY TIRED

PERMEDICS, FIREMEN, OFFICERS
I WONDER WHAT IS GOING ON
NEEDLES, TUBES, OXYGEN
I WANT IT GONE
FUZZY THOUGHTS, SPINNING VISION
I CLOSE MY EYES JUST FOR A MINUTE

BRIGHT LIGHTS, EVERYTHING IS WHITE
I WONDER IF I'M DEAD
THE BURNING, ...

Today started okay got up at 11, was excited to sleep late. mom and terry took tayler with them so I got to spend time with my sister jessica and her bf. that was fun. tayler got home around 1 we had crawfish etufe' yummy. had to work at 4 so went home at 3 got dressed. had a tornado warning, called mom about it. put the horses in the barn and things. went to work, got to work, truck slid and we got stuck in a ditch, took 3 people getting stuck for them to listen to me that they needed to put something ...