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today I'm going to the funeral when my old friend will be buried. I'm a bit nervous. I don't really want to meet these old friends that will probably be there. I look in a pretty positive way on the time I spent with them but I think it's best left in the past. I don't know... we'll just sit in the back and slip out when it's over. I don't know how I feel about his passing. I haven't seen him in 5 years but I had such a crush on him at the time. I have thought about him often in these past years ...

there was a fire last week in the city next to my town and one young man died. I found out today when his name was on the news the this is an old friend and ex/almost boyfriend. when I was 18 I had a big crush on him. I adored him he was so smart and sweet and funny and tolerated all my weird things but didn't let me get away with any crap. one night thing just happened for us when we were alone like so often we met a few times with new thoughts for each other but he was doing a bit of illegal smoking ...

well it's Sunday night and the weekend is officially over. I wish I didn't have to go to work tomorrow but you gotta do what you gotta do.

I'm going to bed early cause I'm starting to read short stories by Thomas Mann.... can't wait. I was taking part in a poll the other day and they asked how many books I bought last year and I remembered 33 books... is that a lot.... I am in a bookclub so I get 2 books every other month but I also bought a few.... it's only the 10th of january ...

my dog hasn't had any 'strange' episodes again but I think I'll pay a visit to the vet soon anyway. like said in the comments for my last blog there is something wrong when a dog dosen't want a treat and my dog usually does everything for a treat. I was told he should be about 20-22 kilos but at one time two years ago or so he was just a little bit over weight.... 32 kilos... and he has arthritis in one shoulder and one elbow so he was put on a diet and I was told I wouldn't get more because of ...

me, my son and my dogs went to meet my friend and her 3 dogs today. it was fun the dogs got a lot of exercise and played a lot. after about 30-40 minuets of play we decided to go home it was getting cold and I had been walking in so high snow my toes were freezing. her dogs jump in the car no problem my young one sisco did the same and jumped into my car, but spock on the other hand..... he is 8 years old and he started acting in a way I have never seen before. he didn't want to come didn't want ...