day in a life

It's eleven o'clock on a Friday night. My son is asleep after watching 'Winnie the Pooh' I just love Eeyore, he is the best part of the gang. When I was a teen some friends of mine analyzed the gang and we figured out that some of us fit the personalities of the pooh gang, I was Eeyore, my best friend Piglet. Anyway that's not what is on my mind.

I went to all my classes this week and I only had coffee with the girls three times and the last time (today) I only stayed for 30 minuets. ...

I really like that article fifth posted after my last blog and it really got me thinking. Everything around me tells me I have to go out and be open and chatty and loud. It's like it's wrong not to want the spotlight. In class yesterday the teacher mentioned that there was a meeting with students about how to improve the department and she said that she didn't believe the results they got and that it represented the students and when she told as roughly how it was most disagreed. The students who ...

I realized something yesterday. When I was 16 I was in a school with my best friend and through her I met more people. When I was 17 I had had two boyfriends and there was a group of kids that would hang out together. I had friends, I had many friends, I was very depressed, I couldn't handle all the stuff that was going on and started skipping school cause that and friends was just to much for me. It was a great time and it was a horrible time. I couldn't handle it so I quit school. shortly after ...

...They're just gelignite, loaded and aiming right between your eyes.

Sometimes things just suck. After class I went to a cafe with the girls and after a while I just couldn't handle people anymore and I just left. after 5 days in school I just can't handle more people. I just felt sick and went home, I felt physically ill. I went home and just lay in bed until I had to go pick the boy up. I even wished he was going to his dad so I could be completely alone. I feel like I am dysfunctional, ...

It's March already and I am gonna try and keep a record of all the books I have and will read this year. there are many books I have to read for school so I think it will be a good list, also gonna list how many pages they are.

I have so much reading to do this weekend it's crazy! I am reading Beowulf for school and started Ilium by dan simmons for another class and I am also reading short stories by icelandic authors based on the norse sagas. The boy is with his dad so I hope I ...