day in a life

Well I have to say I am thankful for all the comments and advice on vitamins. I am happy to find out it wasn't anything serious, but now I am so focused on getting iron I eat everything that is rich of it. I am gonna take another blood test in about three months to see where I am after getting B12, here on the ice you can't buy B12 you have to talk to a doctor to get it. What surprises me the most is that last summer I often got infections in my mouth and saw three doctors about it and they just ...

I could think about this comfort zone idea for ever if I had the time. But my thoughts now and after thinking about the comments from my last blog I am gonna try not to think about it that much, I am just gonna do what feels comfortable to me and not be bothered by the opinions of people around me. My mom told me that I should work on my social skills and talk to people on the street, and she said it in a way 'you can do it if you try(and you should!!)' I just thought to myself 'I don't want to' ...

I have gotten a few kicks from many directions in the last few days about comfort zones. Not directly but in my head they hit that zone. I am happy, I am not unhappy I feel good most of the time even though I am lonely sometimes i's nothing that bugs me a lot. I like my home and staying there. I do the things I know and follow a routine. These things make me happy. I play or read for my son, I pet my dogs and take care of all three. I read my books and watch my tv and drink my coffee in peace. ...

Tomorrow I am gonna have a birthday party for my son, his birthday is on may 24th but we'll have the party this weekend cause he'll be spending next weekend with his dad. I am glad to just do it and be done with it for the whole year. I hate parties and having people in my house. but I am trying to be positive and I have cleaned the house high and love and baked a few cookies and cakes bought a bunch of fruits to have on a plate but I think the rice crispies will be more popular.

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I once talked about giving promises to yourself and keeping them. It can be harder to keep a promise made to yourself than others. I have made one to myself and I am gonna try my best to keep it. I am gonna write a page in a book I own before I go to sleep every night for 28 days. 28 because I heard somewhere that you need to things that often to make it a habit. doesn't have to anything important just wanderings or thought and ideas.

I got my results from my first exam today and ...