yellowfeverlime
10-11-2005, 09:51 PM
I am writing a book. It is very bad, and confusing, but it could go far. It has a copyright, and so it is safe, and... well, please criticize!:
Jason Stiller sat talking to his girlfriend Katrina Besell, on the beach around sunset.
“I’ll miss you… I wish I didn’t have to go to college so far away. I know… well, think, that we’ll see each other again. Anyways, you can always come up to see me. I know that you might miss me and all… but, there are other priorities in life. Maybe when we get together again, we can talk about… you know… the ‘m’ word.” Katrina said.
Katrina was an 18 year old girl going off to college. She had fierce red hair, and aqua-green eye’s. Equipped with a stylish attitude, she was considered her family drama queen. Jason , on the other hand, had jet black hair, and magenta eyes. Jason was seventeen and a half, and was a jock from the day he was born,. He could careless about college and as long as baseball was a sport, he wouldn’t even think of stepping foot into a college.
Jason and Katrina had been going out for the past 8 month‘s. As far as he knew, he hadn‘t kept any secrets from her, but now he found out that it wasn‘t like-wise with her., but he couldn’t understand why she would just tell him the day before that she’s going off to college. He would miss her, and was already thinking up ways to go and visit her.
“Just say it… ‘Marriage’…and why would you lie to me. You know I would’ve encouraged you to do what you want. I would’ve been there for you…”
“I was worried… I wanted to be with you, without you trying to impress me… trying to get me to stay,” Katrina said thoughtfully, “and now it sounds pretty stupid.”
She leaned in to kiss him, but he quickly moved away, and looked at her with sad eyes.
“You think that you can just kiss me, and I’ll forgive you?” Jason said, choosing his words carefully, “You lied to me. This is a really big thing. You must have known this for a long time. College takes a lot of planning. I’ve never cheated, or even lie to you. And you don’t even tell me. If you have anymore lies, or ‘secrets’, tell me now.”
“No,” Katrina said as a tear came from her right eye, followed by a second and third, “Yes.. I cheated on you.”
Katrina had blurted the words out, as if she didn’t even think of what she was saying. After she admitted of her crime, she ran away towards the summerhouse they had rented, leaving Jason sitting in the sand stunned, not even trying to stop her.
When he finally collected himself, he slowly walked back towards the sand colored beach house, walking like he was nervous. He finally got to the door, and wasn’t surprised when he found that her suitcases were gone, and as well as her car. He tried calling her cell phone, but had no luck. He sat on the magenta couch, thinking, what am I going to do. I can’t ask my parents to take me in, with tears in my eyes. I guess maybe they will have all of the advice. Maybe I will… but what if she comes back and notices I’m not here. Should I leave a note. I can’t pay for the beach house all on my own. I don’t have enough money.
The next day went by, and Jason just watched TV on the television, sitting by the phone waiting for a phone call. The phone call never came, but instead he received a letter, with, in place of a return address, just the name:
Katrina Sebelle
When he opened the letter, right away he noticed that it was from the letter writing station he had gotten her for last Christmas. I t had pink flowers interlocking around the border, and the lines were a pale peach, and the ink was in a soft tan color. The handwriting was hers, and it was obvious that she had written it in a hurry. He was worried about what it would say, and he hoped that she would ask for him to forgive her:
Dear Jason,
As you know by now, we probably won’t ever see each other again. I cheated, I lied… I did everything possible thing I could to make your life miserable. Right now, you’re thinking that I intentionally hurt you, planning it from the start. That’s not true. It just…. Happened. Once it happened, I couldn’t stop. I loved you. I really did. I know that no matter how much I hurt you, you still have a soft side.The reason why I cheated on you, and recently dumped you was because I thought you were too boring… but let’s save you from all of the details. I’m sure that somewhere in this world… somewhere there is the perfect girl for you. The girl that will make all of your dreams come true. She’s out there. Forget about me. You shouldn’t be all depressed… it’s not right. You should be happy. Yes, you can be angry at me… I don’t care. But of course, you can write letters that will never be sent cause you will never find out my boyfriends house. I’m living there now, and I’m going off to college next month. I hope you forgive me, but I guess I will never find out. Remember, that perfect girl is waiting, now go and find her.
Sorry,
Katrina Sebelle
Jason reread the letter three more times, and sunk deep down into the over plush couch. He couldn’t believe this was happening to him. He knew that they were no longer boyfriend/girlfriend, but he didn’t think that she would be so cold.
The days went by like sitting down on a couch on a rainy day watching the second hand on a clock move from second to second. He had a special routine, consisting of waking up, sinking as deep as humanly possible into the magenta couch, turning the T.V. on, and reading the letter (which was useless as to the fact hat he had already memorized it.). He did not break this routine until three weeks after he had broken up with Katrina.
For the first time in a week Jason stepped out into the heat of the red October morning sun. the instant he turned his gaze from the houses surrounded by trees and brush to the calm ocean waters near the summer house’s private beach, his head and heart were invaded by memories of the beautiful sunset and the awful breakup. He wanted to get as far away from this summerhouse as possible.
His bags were out, and he was starting to pack up his belongings. He had finally made up his mind. He was going to go out to some city and rent an apartment. He wanted to get away from a place that held bad memories that invaded his every thought, dream, hope, belief, and decision of his. It killed to know that someone didn’t like him, especially someone he loved, and he thought she loved him back. He was wrong. By Wednesday of the third week after the breakup he had destroyed the letter from Katrina in the fireplace to the far right of the magenta couch. He had finished packing the main things, and made a decision to stay in the summerhouse for about three or four more days, which he could pay for just barely without going totally broke. On Thursday he stood on the doorstep looking out wondering if Katrina was really right… that the perfect girl was somewhere in the world, waiting for him. He suddenly turned his focus to a couple walking on the sidewalk together. The man, about ‘5”9, was wearing only a bathing suit, and was tanned fairly. He looked in his mid-twenties, and had brawn hair with blonde streaks here-and-there, and was stocky with big muscles. His face was round and he had a flat nose. His right ear was pierced. He held hands with a lady who was about the same height and had red-orange hair. She had a lot of make-up on and had a normal face with a normal nose. She had a two piece bathing suit on and was tanned much darker than the guy, but had fewer muscles from what he could see. Jason felt jealous as he saw them walking down the street holding hands and having a good time. They were walking quickly towards the suburbs, where newly weds usually get there first house, and as they walked he thought that that the lady had glimpsed at him. It must have been a brain lapse, or a mirage, because the girl was tickling the guy, and looked as if nothing would take her attention off of the guy. They walked farther and started to disappear. They took a right down the Newlywed Street, and completely disappeared from his sight.
He knew that jealousy was a bad thing, but there were many exceptions for him. He was sad anyways, and seeing that couple disappear into the midst of a growing relationship killed his heart and his self-esteem. It made him all the more determined to leave the summer house where memories would engulf his soul. He wanted to go somewhere… anywhere. He didn’t care. He just wanted to get out. He slowly started packing all of the remaining items, which were the ones of importance to him, each item suspended in the air for a moment or two, each one bringing good and bad memories. He placed each neatly into a brown leather suitcase and tightly zippering it up. He put it next to the pile near the brown door. He sat down and went over his agenda. He would call his parents, tell them he was leaving and not coming back to the summer house. And h also wanted to talk to that couple. He wanted to know how they found each other, and how they knew it was true love. He had decided that this task was not a mandatory thing, and that if something else came up, then he could easily put it off.
Knock… Ding…
Jason moved over to the door and opened and stared at the people staring back at him.
“Hello?” Jason said, unsure about what to follow up with.
He stood stunned when it finally set in his mind that the couple he had just watched disappear down that other street was standing at his front door.
“Hi!” The couple both said in a synchronized tone. They both looked at each other and laughed and called ‘Jinx, Knock on wood,’ and giggled like little children.
“Well… come in.” Jason said, as he was squirming at the front door, nervous and feeling that his every step was being watched.
“Let’s cut to the intro’s… I’m Johnny, and she’s Sarah. Sarah, you can take over.” Johnny said.
Jason Stiller sat talking to his girlfriend Katrina Besell, on the beach around sunset.
“I’ll miss you… I wish I didn’t have to go to college so far away. I know… well, think, that we’ll see each other again. Anyways, you can always come up to see me. I know that you might miss me and all… but, there are other priorities in life. Maybe when we get together again, we can talk about… you know… the ‘m’ word.” Katrina said.
Katrina was an 18 year old girl going off to college. She had fierce red hair, and aqua-green eye’s. Equipped with a stylish attitude, she was considered her family drama queen. Jason , on the other hand, had jet black hair, and magenta eyes. Jason was seventeen and a half, and was a jock from the day he was born,. He could careless about college and as long as baseball was a sport, he wouldn’t even think of stepping foot into a college.
Jason and Katrina had been going out for the past 8 month‘s. As far as he knew, he hadn‘t kept any secrets from her, but now he found out that it wasn‘t like-wise with her., but he couldn’t understand why she would just tell him the day before that she’s going off to college. He would miss her, and was already thinking up ways to go and visit her.
“Just say it… ‘Marriage’…and why would you lie to me. You know I would’ve encouraged you to do what you want. I would’ve been there for you…”
“I was worried… I wanted to be with you, without you trying to impress me… trying to get me to stay,” Katrina said thoughtfully, “and now it sounds pretty stupid.”
She leaned in to kiss him, but he quickly moved away, and looked at her with sad eyes.
“You think that you can just kiss me, and I’ll forgive you?” Jason said, choosing his words carefully, “You lied to me. This is a really big thing. You must have known this for a long time. College takes a lot of planning. I’ve never cheated, or even lie to you. And you don’t even tell me. If you have anymore lies, or ‘secrets’, tell me now.”
“No,” Katrina said as a tear came from her right eye, followed by a second and third, “Yes.. I cheated on you.”
Katrina had blurted the words out, as if she didn’t even think of what she was saying. After she admitted of her crime, she ran away towards the summerhouse they had rented, leaving Jason sitting in the sand stunned, not even trying to stop her.
When he finally collected himself, he slowly walked back towards the sand colored beach house, walking like he was nervous. He finally got to the door, and wasn’t surprised when he found that her suitcases were gone, and as well as her car. He tried calling her cell phone, but had no luck. He sat on the magenta couch, thinking, what am I going to do. I can’t ask my parents to take me in, with tears in my eyes. I guess maybe they will have all of the advice. Maybe I will… but what if she comes back and notices I’m not here. Should I leave a note. I can’t pay for the beach house all on my own. I don’t have enough money.
The next day went by, and Jason just watched TV on the television, sitting by the phone waiting for a phone call. The phone call never came, but instead he received a letter, with, in place of a return address, just the name:
Katrina Sebelle
When he opened the letter, right away he noticed that it was from the letter writing station he had gotten her for last Christmas. I t had pink flowers interlocking around the border, and the lines were a pale peach, and the ink was in a soft tan color. The handwriting was hers, and it was obvious that she had written it in a hurry. He was worried about what it would say, and he hoped that she would ask for him to forgive her:
Dear Jason,
As you know by now, we probably won’t ever see each other again. I cheated, I lied… I did everything possible thing I could to make your life miserable. Right now, you’re thinking that I intentionally hurt you, planning it from the start. That’s not true. It just…. Happened. Once it happened, I couldn’t stop. I loved you. I really did. I know that no matter how much I hurt you, you still have a soft side.The reason why I cheated on you, and recently dumped you was because I thought you were too boring… but let’s save you from all of the details. I’m sure that somewhere in this world… somewhere there is the perfect girl for you. The girl that will make all of your dreams come true. She’s out there. Forget about me. You shouldn’t be all depressed… it’s not right. You should be happy. Yes, you can be angry at me… I don’t care. But of course, you can write letters that will never be sent cause you will never find out my boyfriends house. I’m living there now, and I’m going off to college next month. I hope you forgive me, but I guess I will never find out. Remember, that perfect girl is waiting, now go and find her.
Sorry,
Katrina Sebelle
Jason reread the letter three more times, and sunk deep down into the over plush couch. He couldn’t believe this was happening to him. He knew that they were no longer boyfriend/girlfriend, but he didn’t think that she would be so cold.
The days went by like sitting down on a couch on a rainy day watching the second hand on a clock move from second to second. He had a special routine, consisting of waking up, sinking as deep as humanly possible into the magenta couch, turning the T.V. on, and reading the letter (which was useless as to the fact hat he had already memorized it.). He did not break this routine until three weeks after he had broken up with Katrina.
For the first time in a week Jason stepped out into the heat of the red October morning sun. the instant he turned his gaze from the houses surrounded by trees and brush to the calm ocean waters near the summer house’s private beach, his head and heart were invaded by memories of the beautiful sunset and the awful breakup. He wanted to get as far away from this summerhouse as possible.
His bags were out, and he was starting to pack up his belongings. He had finally made up his mind. He was going to go out to some city and rent an apartment. He wanted to get away from a place that held bad memories that invaded his every thought, dream, hope, belief, and decision of his. It killed to know that someone didn’t like him, especially someone he loved, and he thought she loved him back. He was wrong. By Wednesday of the third week after the breakup he had destroyed the letter from Katrina in the fireplace to the far right of the magenta couch. He had finished packing the main things, and made a decision to stay in the summerhouse for about three or four more days, which he could pay for just barely without going totally broke. On Thursday he stood on the doorstep looking out wondering if Katrina was really right… that the perfect girl was somewhere in the world, waiting for him. He suddenly turned his focus to a couple walking on the sidewalk together. The man, about ‘5”9, was wearing only a bathing suit, and was tanned fairly. He looked in his mid-twenties, and had brawn hair with blonde streaks here-and-there, and was stocky with big muscles. His face was round and he had a flat nose. His right ear was pierced. He held hands with a lady who was about the same height and had red-orange hair. She had a lot of make-up on and had a normal face with a normal nose. She had a two piece bathing suit on and was tanned much darker than the guy, but had fewer muscles from what he could see. Jason felt jealous as he saw them walking down the street holding hands and having a good time. They were walking quickly towards the suburbs, where newly weds usually get there first house, and as they walked he thought that that the lady had glimpsed at him. It must have been a brain lapse, or a mirage, because the girl was tickling the guy, and looked as if nothing would take her attention off of the guy. They walked farther and started to disappear. They took a right down the Newlywed Street, and completely disappeared from his sight.
He knew that jealousy was a bad thing, but there were many exceptions for him. He was sad anyways, and seeing that couple disappear into the midst of a growing relationship killed his heart and his self-esteem. It made him all the more determined to leave the summer house where memories would engulf his soul. He wanted to go somewhere… anywhere. He didn’t care. He just wanted to get out. He slowly started packing all of the remaining items, which were the ones of importance to him, each item suspended in the air for a moment or two, each one bringing good and bad memories. He placed each neatly into a brown leather suitcase and tightly zippering it up. He put it next to the pile near the brown door. He sat down and went over his agenda. He would call his parents, tell them he was leaving and not coming back to the summer house. And h also wanted to talk to that couple. He wanted to know how they found each other, and how they knew it was true love. He had decided that this task was not a mandatory thing, and that if something else came up, then he could easily put it off.
Knock… Ding…
Jason moved over to the door and opened and stared at the people staring back at him.
“Hello?” Jason said, unsure about what to follow up with.
He stood stunned when it finally set in his mind that the couple he had just watched disappear down that other street was standing at his front door.
“Hi!” The couple both said in a synchronized tone. They both looked at each other and laughed and called ‘Jinx, Knock on wood,’ and giggled like little children.
“Well… come in.” Jason said, as he was squirming at the front door, nervous and feeling that his every step was being watched.
“Let’s cut to the intro’s… I’m Johnny, and she’s Sarah. Sarah, you can take over.” Johnny said.